Tuesday, 15 January 2008

The Return

It’s finally happened……they’re back.

Well, partially.

Item 1 - Whilst watching a documentary about orphaned elephants, my eyes filled with tears. I also got quite emotional watching as the little baby elephants formed bonds with each other, and greeted each other with outstretched trunks.

Item 2 – Last night I laughed. Properly laughed at something.

I think, slowly but surely, I’m developing proper emotional responses. I feel more hopeful that this time around, I will be able to kick the prozac. I did fleetingly fear that without medication, would I have to consider myself one of the normals. But no, I still have a lot of social interaction problems. For some bizarre reason, I never learned how to socialise properly. Which is why the whole boyfriend thing is as complicated as it is. Please don’t judge me. I’m not like a regular normal person. I can act like a bitch, be a bitch, but I believe that essentially I am a good person. Mostly.

2 comments:

ExMi said...

progress is progress, dont knock it for what it is or isn't...

one day at a time....:)

Boo Boo said...

Seriously, I don't think I'm normal either. I don't think ANYONE thinks they're normal. One day at a time is the right way to go.